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I've Changed

by Josh McDonough

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1.
Baptised In Shame 03:07
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Blessed in water and drowned in the same day. These idle tears have finally dug their grave. I can't explain the way I break the heart of souls I lead away. I take my pills that make me feel the way I'm supposed to feel when I'm alone. I lay awake alone on my side. I've been awake alone too much. I've had the side by side kind of sleep. It does not change the way I am.
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Calm Down Come Down 01:08
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Why should I calm down? Why should I ever have come down? It's all I think about. You're all I know.
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I've Changed 02:50
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If you take a step back it's only been a while, but friend, I've changed. It's only been a few months since you've been gone. My whole life has rearranged. Friends have come and people have gone. No one's the same as you. Its only been a little while but I've changed. My hair is longer. I grew stronger. Now I know what it meant when you'd say that you wanted to see how things would be. How you wanted to be alone without me. Now i know how to be when you're not around me. You never wanted to be.
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Melt 01:09
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Melt out of my car. It's too hot to drive. We've smoked a lot today. Thats okay. Trim the limbs back, expose the flesh and let it dry. Our separation...it's only temporary.
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Sorry Though 01:02
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Beat em up, shut em out, tonight is a wound. Tie your hair back, loosen up, make a move. I've never said your name. I know it's all to blame, I'm sorry for that though. I didn't know that it'd bleed that much. You never said that you had enough. I'm still sorry for it though.
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Blood I Wish I Bled 03:17
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I'll keep you safe tonight, just please don't leave my bed. Those bruises on your chest are just photographs of blood I wish I bled. I hate to think the thoughts of what it might have been like if she never left me and you and I were strictly just good friends. I know it's strange to think from where this all began. Don't stress it, just trust me, it's all part of my big plan. We're both the same. We want the same things. We want to be free. Just you and me.
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Postcard 02:36
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Where'd you go? What happened to our pact? It said that I'd have yours if you swore you had my back. You've been gone and now my days have gotten cold. You used to sing with me in bed, I loved the stories that you told. You danced the day away, so I waited in your room. Too scared to leave the house, I had to hope you'd get home soon. I re- read your letters and that postcard from the bay. Remember when you said you'd help to get me there one day? Toss out the photos, it's too hard to see your face. Forget the memories...the love that they encase. Try to be social, don't forget about your friends. But every night I start to think about the end. Wish I could see you. I'd love to hear your voice. But I'm alone, i guess I left you with no choice.

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released January 5, 2017

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Josh McDonough Purcellville, Virginia

I'm 25 and I make music using a guitar, garageband, and a "BLUE" usb microphone.

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